I don't intend for this to become the cat blog or anything, but...

I'm so sad. Betsy went away tonight and I'm still crying. I started crying before they even left the house and I can't seem to stop.

I really didn't think it would be this hard. I'm so sad, though, and I feel guilty, too. She is so needy and loves me so much. She looked so scared when they left. She kept going in circles in the carrier.

Everything about it felt wrong. As soon as the lady walked in the door, Betsy freaked and she seemed to hate her. She just kept growling and hissing at her. I just hope she will bring her back here and not take her to a shelter or something if she doesn't warm up. Part of me hopes she will adjust, but there is part of me that hopes she'll come back, too. I just don't think I was really prepared for how hard it would be. Who will cuddle with me now while Josh is working night shift? I'll be so lonely tonight. I wish he was here now. :(